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Chhedi, Aseem, Aunty's, Bhaat, Bhajan, Bong, Billoo's, Bhondu, Batti, CL, Cali, Cal, Jam, Candi, 90 degrees, Carlos, Park, Despo, Diro, Dep, DOSA, Eggies, Funda, Frusst Corner, KAT, GC, DC, Delta, GolB, Ghasi, GolC, GPL, Gult, Gymkhana, Tempo, Illu, Insti, Intro, LS, LAN, Matka, Rassa, Rassi, OP, Sher-e-Punjab, Schols Ave,Stud, Bady, Presi, Vikramshila, SAG, SOP, PSI, Shantanu's, Tinku, Thoka, Juice, Veggies, GOD,Maal, Maggu, Makhau, Arbit, Huha, Halu, Frusst, Load, Peace, Poltu, PAN, PD, 2.2
Dreamy eyes, skepticism about reaching the right place (pata nahi kaun sa jungle hai), ghar-ka-khana to last for 2 weeks and at least one concerned parent/guardian - Every year more than 800 (and now more than 1000) overly-proud-on-achieving-a-number(called IITJEE AIR) students enter what's supposed to be the longest platform in the world. One would almost want to think that such a platform would be different than others - with no stinks, et al. But it obviously turns out one of the run-of-mill stations with only a neon board carrying the "longest platform in the world" tag. Infact, many students from places which never sleep would want to return from the station itself seeing how dead it is.
Within the first couple of months, these poor souls start thinking if Guantanamo Bay could have been any worse. The mess food which was great initially, starts degrading at a super-fast mode. There are no motored vehicles in a never-ending campus. There will be professors/rassas who'll be more concerned about you not putting the correct page number on your P.T. sheets than the incorrect experimental results. There are no girls, or hardly any girls. :O Dada, Cholbe na!?! :O
Then as a few more months pass, it gets only worse. Seniors, poltu, every half an hour doors getting banged by a "concerned" senior, candi, VP, GSec, End Sem, DepC, this, that .. makes one go ugghhhh.
Come second year and suddenly, you knowing a lot of intros becomes very important. Illu becomes a nightmare. SF, KTJ become more than fests. GC becomes more important than CG. Everything passes in a blur. It's the fastest one year a student spends at kgp, and wishes that the worst is over. If only wishes had wings ..
Third year sees everyone clamoring for a FT. Lakhs of mails go out the Kgp server to foreign lands, 99.9% of the times, failing to do the job. Suddenly one realizes that not many opportunities before placements remain to increase one's CG, a term which slowly starts making sense. This is probably the slowest (the first year passes in a daze) year in Kgp. It ends with the training period, which is more of a paid vacation for most cases.
And finally, the final year. The "Cholbe Na"-land has had given enough reasons to be frustrated with it to everyone. Everyone gains an immunity to any kind of pressure or deadline. As the placement season draws near, CVs start getting made and re-made. Group discussions and interviews become the order of the day. For a change, not only candis, but everyone is in formals. Everyday, people return elated and people return dejected from the TnP. There's a wave of optimism and pessimism at the same time.
By the time all this ends, by the time everyone gets what he/she had come to achieve at an IIT, you start believing that the outside-classroom learning was much more than inside.
By the final month of departure, you start realizing that you always hated this place, but always loved every bit of it. It has made a defining change in your life, it has become a part of your identity - a part of you. You still detest having to appear for those exams and studying for them hard the last night, but you'll exchange the life you're going to live once outside with this in a blink.
I've always found it hard to be mushy about leaving and all. I see around - fb updates, Gtalk Status updates, and every available online media - a deluge of "nostalgia"; "miss you", etc etc messages. I don't feel a thing. Not yet. I'm just around 72 hours away from leaving the campus. This has always been me. I've never been able to gauge beforehand, how hurtful it could be to have something taken away. Maybe because I think that it's just a matter of a vacation and we'll be back again, together. I'm wrong - but that doesn't make any difference. But I also know, that a couple of months down the line, I'm going to miss this all .. and miss it bad. It's then it would sink in. I dread that moment. I only hope I don't cry this time around. When I'd left my high school to enter a new school for my XIIth, I was very jubilant for having got through a good school. But one day, a month or two into the new school, I suddenly broke into tears during the recess remembering my old school. And I felt bad, seriously bad. And I didn't have anyone around to share.
I thank KGP for the friends it gave me. For every single person who made a difference to me in any way. For making me realize, that there are always better people at everything. For instilling the confidence to be myself. For amazing seniors and lovely juniors. For experiences of a lifetime. For everything.
To KGP, with love.
PS1 - Dhavy left the campus, 6 hours back.
PS2 - This post made me nostalgic .. maybe am not so in-humane.
PS3 - If you're from kgp, and I know you, I just want to tell you a "thank you" for making this journey so great for me.
PS4 - If you're from kgp, and I don't know you, I want to tell you a "thank you" for making KGP what it is :)
PS5 - Don't tell me it's a typical post with nothing new/good/useful/important/interesting to add. I don't give a damn .
PS6 - Credits: The list of trigger-words from a friend of mine with a few more words inserted by me. Sorry, forgot from whom I took that. Photograph from Bhalu's album.
PS7 - Take Care
9th April, 2006 was the day I appeared for my JEE. It changed my life. Or should I say, I started knowing life thereon. The result of the examination was certainly not up to the mark since I was performing better in the mock tests. Infact, I was saddened by the fact that I was not able to pursue the branch which I wanted to due to my rank. 10th April, 2010 was the day, when all that disappointment faded away. Finally, I got something I had always wanted - a call from C; IIMC.
JOKAr; JOKAite; IIMCian; call what you may, it only accentuates the aura associated with the tag. I would be cheating myself if I said I always wanted to go to C. B was my dream (please don't bug me with 'A is the best' rant). It did not matter which one is the best. I always placed the three - ABC - in the top brass and had always seen myself in B. Though, as I read more and more into the various facets of the three, I found C to be most of my liking - bole toh, ekdum my type. Infact, if I do convert A (results still on hold .. and honestly, I don't even expect a call), I might as well go against the more common way people chose and take C over A. I have my reasons and I'm satisfied with them.
So, for the moment, am reveling in the glory. I also plan to eat the Rs.2 chocolate I received two years back as a condescending gesture from some who could never gain back my respect. Will do that when I'm reading my call letter. I really look back at the four years in kgp with great self-contentment and having left an impression on some, if not many.
It feels awesome :)
PS1: Yay!!
PS2: Going to the "Alvida" dinner :|
PS3: Will miss kgp .. sachchi!
PS4: I dread the day when people like Amit Sahu will become IAS/IPS/etc ..
PS5: It still feels awesome :)
Haddon has given an amazing insight of how autistic people look at the world. Christopher, the protagonist, a 15-year old, can wonderfully relate to the world of mathematics but cannot understand how life functions. Trying to categorize everything into black and white like in mathematics, Christopher shies away from the unknown and looks for a pattern in everything. As Haddon proceeds into the story, he's given some amazing quotes through the character of Christopher which makes one think (or made me think). I'd like to list some down here:
I think prime numbers are like life. They are very logical but you could never work out the rules, even if you spent all your time thinking about them.
I want my name to mean me.
You could still want something that is very unlikely to happen.
When people tell you what to do, it's usually very confusing and does not make sense.
People break rules all the time.
I think people believe in heaven because they don't like the idea of dying, because they want to carry on living and they don't like the idea that other people will move into their house and put their things into the rubbish.
Mrs. Alexander was doing what is called chatting, where people say things to each other which aren't questions and answers and aren't connected.
In life you have to take lots of decisions and if you don't take decisions you would never do anything because you would spend all your time choosing between things you could do.
People think they're not computers because they have feelings and computers don't have feelings. But feelings are just having a picture on the screen in your head of what is going to happen tomorrow or next year, or what might have happened instead of what did happen, and if it is a happy picture they smile and if it is a sad picture they cry.
I like timetables, because they make sure you don't get lost in time.Many of these lines might not mean much to you if you haven't yet read the book. But I wanted to get these lines written somewhere to make a record so that I could come back to them whenever I wanted to relive the book.
I have definitely missed on many other quotes which I relished while reading the book. Looking for another such amazingly written novel.
PS1: The chapters in the book are numbered in prime numbers. Very well captured the thought of the title of this post
PS2: Suggest some more thought provoking books if you can.